Thursday, March 31, 2011

Coudl it Be?

It is unthinkable to consider

That I could really be loved

Just for who I am


This is a love too great

Too pure

Too perfect to fathom


It escapes comprehension

And is beyond understanding


Surely only I am aware

Of the soiled and sickly

State of my heart


If the unsearchable could be revealed

If the buried could be found

From me they would run


They would know the reason that I over-eat

And why I live so anxiously


They might trace the marks of the needles

To the marks of my heart

And understand why the streets have chosen me


They would know the reason that I strive

Or the reason I keep running to hide


Laid bare would be the fear I believed

Unloved and unlovable am I

Worthy to none

And from me they would flee


Wouldn't they?

For isn't this what they would see?


So how could there be

Such a love from One who could see

And yet remain with me


Can it be that for me He longs?

To hold me, and to know me?

It cannot be, can it?


Somewhere, such a fear

Lingered too in my heart

Neither thriving nor living

And yet not dying


Until He journeyed there me

Just as He longs to do with you



Taking my hand in His

He walked with me

Through darkness and death


Over hills and mountains we climbed

Through deep valleys

And cavernous depths


Until the source of my fear He revealed

Then grasping it in His hands

Right and left, and then his feet


He showed once more

That it was already put to death for me


And then I began to see

How great and deep

How true and perfect

Is the Father's love for me


And He who does see

To the depths of my heart


Causes me to consider

That I really am loved

Just for who I am


Ephesians 3:19...to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge,

that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.